My dear Epik High

(Blogul meu iubit, ai ajuns depozit pentru tema la engleza?)

One of my favorite writers Daniel Armand Lee says that “I don’t want to be a person with full hands, resting from dreams. But a person full of dreams, unable to rest his hands.”

First of all, he points out that the life has to be lived around the clock, without taking notice of regrets. Being able to not rest your hands means that you are constantly doing something and after you achieve your goals you have to go on and create other ideals in life. Some people think that living like this, in a rush might be tiresome but it’s not. It takes a lot of patience and spiritual balance to place your dreams in a right order and be able to achieve everything gradually. If you don’t have this in the first place, being able to accomplish what you really want can be awfully hard.

Secondly, the first part of the quote, “I don’t want to be a person with full hands.” means that people often do unnecessary things that don’t bring them any kind of happiness. It’s not a good thing to have a dream and to think about it while doing nothing to live it for real. Whether it’s foolish or your acquaintances don’t approve of it doesn’t matter when you put your passion in everything you do. People mustn’t forget that doing what they like, no matter what that is, brings much more satisfaction than any kind of reward. Taking a good mark in a subject that you don’t like to follow in life will make your parents happy, but inside you, there wasn’t anything to boast about as long as you aren’t interested in it.

On the other hand, some people tend to do things they don’t want to do hoping that this is the road to their accomplishment. This statement might be, in some cases, right. There are things that you will be forced to do in life in order to reach your peak but if there is passion in your dreams, there is also a big chance of achievement and as the path goes narrower the feeling of being on top feels much more better.

As far as I’m concerned, this quote holds much more meaning that it lets to be seen. Since I am still just a teenager I cannot fully understand what this writer wanted to say because I don’t have enough life experience. Maybe, later in life I will be able to have and enjoy the feeling of being full of dreams, unable to rest my hands.

Journey of 27000000 feet

(Lipstick chicken butter roll... Hello back :) )

As you can see I'm kinda back. I know, I know, I lack personality and seriousity for not writing in a while and I'm deeply sorry. I got caught between KFCR (which doesn't mean "KFC Romania") and other stuff (Super Junior, fics, pool, no life activities).

My priorities kinda changed since two months ago because I am a teenager and my priorities HAVE/MUST change once in 10... or even 5 minutes. One of them that will never change is my forever obsession, Mr.Super Junior, aka Mr.Simple.

Form teacher, I am deeply sorry for not writing in my holy dolly blog and I'm promise I'm going to do my homework more often from now on (aka my blogging homework).

In the past two months SM knew how to put butterflies and moths in my wallet stealing 45 and soon, another 20$ by showing off more abs in Super Junior's MVs and promotion activities. Don't worry, bbs. I still love you.

ANYWAYZ. It's true. I haven't done any homework. BUT PLEASE, I used English my whole summer and still I cannot get through the grammar issue. I don't get what is wrong with my grammar, Ms. Balan. I really don't get it. And I'm not trying to start a fight... I'm just confused. Now I feel even more insecure wondering what the heck might be wrong in this post. Who knows how many grammar or spelling mistakes I did until now. "Until" goes well with past perfect right? So it's "I have done until now"? It's mainly confusing because native-English-speakers don't really give a fuck damn about grammar... from what I observed in usual conversations and so on.

Anywayz, from my little knowledge of English I started studying Mandarin Chinese because it's much MUCH MORE easier than Korean and I'm not ironic or stupid. Actually, putting aside the writing (who is a bitch. No really... it's really a bitch) Chinese is so easy, even a toddler could learn how to make basic conversation in less than a week.

Korean is still a great pain in the butt because it's very difficult to make a link between the writing and the words. It's not that hard but it's time consuming and very confusing at times. There are stuff that I can asimilate easier and stuff that I'm sure I will never remember.

I'm glad that Korean people is/are so... how should I put it... so generous with their culture. I can see a lot of people who are extremly excited that I learn Korean. Everyone is like: "OMG REALLY?!?! ARE YOU REALLY LEARNING..." YES. Bish, I'm learning Korean. I'm seriously considering moving to South Korea, in Itaewon district. I am seriously considering of becoming a BOSS in South Korea and a badass... something. I am seriously considering enjoying a walk by the Han River (River Han?) with my half-Korean half-Romanian kids and I'm seriously considering marrying Lee Sungmin. No joke (the last part is actually a joke. Sungmin needs a nice husband that could take care of him and his no-hair-legs).

And I kinda love this Asian linking. It's such a pity that we don't have an Asian culture branch in our school. It would make a nice fit instead of those BORING classes where not even the teachers bother to come to (coming to? to coming to? I'm really confused now...).

I like Dutch as well but right now I'll concentrate on fixing my English skills. I suck at reading and compre... compre... hension? Whatever. I need to recharge my badass skills and participate at every shitty/unshitty contest possible because I need a lot of reference materials for SDU and Seoul National University. Yes, I am seriously considering studying there and I'm seriously considering becoming fluent until then.

People might think that it's foolish that I try to become completely fluent in a weird language in 2 years. No, it's possible because I started English from ZEROoOoOoO in my 5th grade and in just one year I surpassed my whole class in my badass English skills. It's all about determination and will... and courage. It takes a lot of balls courage to learn a language that it's spoken in a country 4 times smaller than yours and, moreover, 7966.606 frickin' kilometers away from your country. Well... this number looks kinda satanic so I'll just say that South Korea is kinda... 26137159.925 feet away.

This means that it'll take me 27000000 steps to get to South Korea. I'll think about the fact that it takes you 20 days, 6 hours, and 40 minutes to count to 1000000, hence... it will take me 560 days to count to 27000000, almost one year and a half. JUST TO COUNT. If I just walk to South Korea it'll take me more than 3 years. A plane ride would take me 7-8 hours and 1024euros, almost 700$ depending on the flight, the company, the moment of the ticket booking and sooooo on.

When I realize this I just expect myself to be amazing. I am not amazing, I am not special. I am "to be" this stuff. I sometimes dream about just getting out of my bed and start walking in pajamas to South Korea. 3 years to seriously reconsider my life. I wonder if on my way I'm going to just turn on my heels back to my bed, to sleep on.

After all, I'm walking on this road everyday. I get up and start walking these 27000000 steps in these "to come" 3 years and sometimes I wonder if I should take myself less seriously and go back to sleep and dream on. These 3 years will really show me what I'm going to do with my life but whatever choice I'll make, I will never regret.

I never did.

Ramblings on MSLWPJAKALALSJ's birthday!

(MSLWPJAKALALSJ = The Most Special Leader of the World, Park Jungsoo, aka Leeteuk, Almighty Leader of Super Junior)

This is sooo like those days when I suddenly HAVE THE URGE to speak about Super Junior. Anywayz, this day has something special. Oh, should I say it again? SPECIAL? Well yea', it surely has something very SPECIAL.

So, this is like a letter to the beloved daddy of 14 kids and the selfish noona-hater, 이특 (leeteuk = special), the super-leader of Super Junior.

Dude, you're awesome. You like host a radio show since debut and a few (100000) TV shows. You have the guts of taming 13 kids which I bet that are quite a pain in the neck sometimes (except for Sungmin ofc) and a Evil maknae brat named Cho Kyuhyun. I really respect you from this point of view (since there is a 'maknae on top' in my life too).

Actually, I don't know exactly what to write. My fangirlism just wants to blow up and start ranting about how awesome you are. AND OMG, YOU ARE 29 YEARS OLD. Yea' mister PETER PAN, you've got to f*uckin' kiddin' me.

29 years old with such a big band and nooo signs of getting old... what's the recipe? I want to bang my head on a wall until I begin to look like a Siamese-flat-face-cat.

We, ELFs, your beloved fans, we know that you're quite silent off-camera and that you're awkward, asking for praises and all. We are all here to praise you, Special-oppa, so don't forget to lie your head on our shoulder whenever it's hard on you.

We even know that you were a womanizer for your SNSD-dongsaengs... -_- well, yea'... despite the fact that you were 20 and they were like 12... pedo-Special-oppa, we love you.

ELFs know the best that despite your bitter personality sometimes (as when you're near your noona -_- you jerk.. i want to punch you in that PERFECT face), you treat Super Junior as a big warm family. You were there for everyone, whenever they needed to.

It's not certified but I know that you were there when Kyuhyun got rejected by the other band members, when he got in that car accident that nearly took an angel from us, when Henry was hated by the Only13s (f*uck them) and when Donghae's dad passed away and when Hankyung left, leaving Heechul in great pain.

We know that even if they act all manly and cool, you're there whenever pain struck them (this doesn't mean that you're the cause of their pain LOL -_-).

We'll never forget your weird laugh...

I WILL SURELY NEVER FORGET YOUR LAUGH :))

And the days when you cried TT_TT in happiness, of course.

And when you were silly <- (this never gets old =)))

And when you were practicing your ENGRISH

And when you were... ergh... well, i guess Eunhyuk kicks your oldie ass...

And while doing various things as... testing your breathing&laughing skills :))

Or, the Teuk academy on strong heart

And I still pray... that french people are not... distroyed by your crazy Beyonce time

And that your cute french will stay forever in their hearts :)

After almost 6 years, the hard-work really paid off. Antis could go and FU*CK themselves because you, and all of your 14 dongsaengs have gone through YEARS of training before you got in endless project-groups that split over and over again...

After all, you have a stadium full of fans singing and dancing with you, spreading love and happiness in the hearts of who knows how to receive love.

You spread the love disease and I hope that on your b'day it will rain, as the day when you were born.

BWAHAHA XD I'M SUCH A FANGIRL :))

Don't worry, I still love you, Teukkie... even if you're an asshole to your noona...

Happy Birthday!

[WTF AGAIN, ARE YOU 29?! *epic facedesk*]

Why should I marry a metrosexual?

(because basically, metrosexual = sungmin)

Ok, now let's cut the crap. Girls my age would rarely think about marriage which makes me believe that this is why most women start to freak out approaching the holy age of 30. That's why I'll save myself and think about such stuff right now.

My mom talked me once about the typical American-husband as she saw sooo many damn times in American-movies (like not all the movies are actually AMERICAN). The guy that resembles Fred Flinstone or Andy Anderson that comes at home after a busy day at a crappy workplace and jumps his ass in a armchair (the only difference is that Fred had a stone armchair) and demands for a beer while watching TV.

No way... I won't end up like this. I refuse to hang myself with the tie of such a man EVER. Who would want this? A sloopy fat hairy guy on my armchair?! YOU WISH. Sooooo, you mean that I should be the one bringing his beer and washing the dishes and throwing the trash until Timmy grows up and taking care of the kids...

YEA' RIGHT. I want a dish-washer (+ a kimchi fridge, please) and a servant to throw the dishes. The nanny can take care of the kid anyway...

Sooooo, what a metrosexual means.... Simply put, a metrosexual is a guy who takes care of himself as metrosexual for women is just a pleonasm (does this word exist in english?). Women do take care of their body&soul naturally.

So, a metrosexual would cut his nails and remove his cuticles and use hand-cream (no need for useless thinking here) and he would renew his wardrobe ocasionally, depending on the season, he would wash the clothes quite more frequently than a normal man with a overwhelming quantity of Cocolino or whatever they name it in South Korea.

A metrosexual takes care of his own face, beautifully shaved with a clean complexion. We would go to spas together and have fun drinking wine (since I hate beer because it's bitter and gross) and he would have a nice job earning SHITLOADS of moneeeeey and OFC he would be the cutest and the sexiest member of a certain boy-band with a perfect voice and perfect parental skills. And my name would be Ms. Lee Sungmin BWAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA and we'll have a nice apartment, a very expensive one and with cute little kids and...

YEP. MY HUSBAND WILL BE A METROSEXUAL! PREPARE LEE SUNGMIN, I'M COMING!

... this sounds soooo wrong...

TOP 5 Fave Unnies :3

(Sha-la-la-la-la :D)

Sooo basically, unnie stands for 'older sister' in korean. Here's a top of my 5 favourite unnies:

#5 Sooyoung - the TALL image of SNSD (spelled as: So Nyu Shi Dae or Girls Generation and pronounced: "sinucide-te" in a moldavian+snakeish accent). Sooo yea' this girl is quite huge and quite boyish and that's why I like her. Also, part of my short hair 'concept' was inspired by her. UNNIE HWAITING!!!






#4 Hyosung - the 22 (23 in korean age) years old girl who shares a gummy smile with me and cute little teeth. She is the leader of Secret (a kpop girl band) and a proud citizen of the GSVC (Gummy Smile VIP Club) together with me and Eunhyuk (of Super Junior ofc).






#3 Taeyeon - the cute kid leader of SNSD. I loooove her hair (because mine is the same. curly and cute) and she has some damn killer voice skill. Awh, she's an angel...






#2 Hyoyeon - the main dancer of SNSD. She's awkward and I love awkward and silly people. I, Yesung (of Super Junior ofc) and Hyoyeon are part of SAVC (Super Awkward Club).






#1 BoA - YO NO1. Ofc BoA is no1. For a long time I thought that BoA was Japanese or half American and half Japanese due to her succes in America and her HOLY-WTF succes in Japan. Some would still think that boa is a snake which is very true but BoA. YEA' BoA! BoA is actually Korean. LOL. Kwon BoA (capital B and A) stands for Beats of Angel. Therefore, I am a Beat Of Pumpkin (or beat/drunk with Pumpkins or... a combination of Sungmin and BoA fan) = BoP. YEP. I am a proud citizen of the BoP. Also, I love how BoA answered to my friend's tweet (and a bit envious... A LITTLE MORE, actually) and I really appreciate that she's considerate of her fans. LoL BoA unnie. (Lots of Love, BoA unnie).

BoA HWAITING!!!






#BONUS - Badass Unnie

I thought a lot about what kind of a rank should I give to my fav unnie since BoA is the no1. So, this unnie is basically the bonus-unnie. Yep, the unnie who listens to my fangirlings and my stupid over-reactings and all the stuff that would send a sane dude/duderita straight to Sokola. Yep, my bonus-unnie :)

언니 사랑해 :) !!!

NUGU FACE IN 3, 2, 1!

(asadar... cum ziceai ca se cheama?)

Nugu = pronumele interogativ/relativ "cine" in coreeana. Adaptat in romana ca "ceva necunoscut"/"ceva neimportant"/"irelevant"

Acum o saptamana, cred, mi-a venit in cap sa-mi iau unghii false. Fara sa punem la socoteala ca unghiile acelea erau GIGANTICE nu aveam cu ce sa le lipesc. Mama mi-a zis sa folosesc picatura sau un SUPER JUNIOR glue pentru ca e totuna. Eu mi-am zis ca nu vreau sa le dau jos cu dalta si s raman fara unghii toata vara.

Astfel am decis ca eu si maknae sa cautam o solutie speciala pentru unghii prin neighborhood. La primele trei magazine nu am gasit. Posibil, pentru ca nu erau magazine speciale de cosmetice. Dar. DAR.

De la al patrulea magazin am inceput sa have fun de fetele vanzatorilor.

"Stai sa vezi ca nici aici nu gasim."
"'Aveti adeziv de unghii false?' 'NUGU FACE COMIN'!'"

Al cincelea:

"Nugu face in 3...2...1..."

Al saselea magazin:

"NUGUUUUUU!!!!"

Al 100000-lea magazin:

"Asa-i ca nu aveti nugu... eh... pardon... adeziv de lipit unghii ireale... LOL."
"Mergeti la Baumax. Acolo sigur au."


WHAT THE FU*CK?

Why are foreigners so captivated by Kpop?

(inspired by this)


I've recently read an article on allkpop about why are foreigners captivated by Kpop.
As far as I'm concerned, I have understood a little bit more the fans in Romania through a succesful project named KpopFanBook.
Some say that Kpop is fun and they listen just because the songs are catchy and the asian singers look very handsome/sexy/pretty etc. Others confessed that Kpop is a genre that doesn't need any translation to get beyond their hearts. I've even meet people who believed that Kpop is actually a new kind of music culture that doesn't need naked girls, tits and butties on the first page of a newspaper to blow our minds.

My own opinion on Kpop is very bright. I believe that there is no singer or star but a God's touch. I cannot remember how many tears I've spared just because Kpop brought to me so much happiness. Everyone is smiling and everyone shares love. Their music is peaceful and kind and DECENT. YEA', IT'S ACUTALLY DECENT!

And those people start blushing if someone JUST MENTIONS the taboo word... sex.

And men, (yes, men) are not afraid to cry or laugh, they proudly admit that they sometimes wear make-up and they're very careful with the way they look (metrosexuals? that's how they call them?).

And girls... they look like angels (and they behave like angels) but as I'm more concerned with the guys rather than with the girls... nothing else to say here XD.

Also, have you ever seen Britney Spears or Paris Hilton missing their parents? Or, have you ever seen Justin Timberlake shedding tears for the friends in pain? LOL, nevaaaaa. Mariah Carey waits for a red carpet before even stepping on a floor while Kpop artists wait in the middle of December in tents for their time to shine on stage (yes, it actually happened). They even live like sardines in small apartments even if they are filthy rich because they like simple life. They love those little pleasures of the life and enjoy every little smile they get from their fans.

My bias, Lee Sungmin is also my role model in life. He is responsible and has a very reliable personality. He's the nicest and kindest guy I have ever seen in my life and I have no doubts that he's like this even behind the cameras. Besides, he has some badass clean beautiful hands.

I wish I were like him. I'm trying hard not to disappoint the ones around me so much and to be nice to them whenever I can. I wish that one day I could be this kind of a role model for someone too (and have sum badass clean beautiful hands and pretty nails and so on...)

[fangirling]LOL, dudes, I damn love you like hella! I'm going to kiss the floor of Incheon airport. LOOOL. Wait for my drool on the KTR studio's window. MUHAHAHA. Gotta get ready for another stalkerish-fan. BWAHAHAHAHA. Tie me up and I'll escape!! No one can stop the ELF!!![/fangirling]

And I have shitloads of various reasons for why I am deeply in love with Kpop :).


I'll be back...