marți, 4 octombrie 2011

My dear Epik High

(Blogul meu iubit, ai ajuns depozit pentru tema la engleza?)

One of my favorite writers Daniel Armand Lee says that “I don’t want to be a person with full hands, resting from dreams. But a person full of dreams, unable to rest his hands.”

First of all, he points out that the life has to be lived around the clock, without taking notice of regrets. Being able to not rest your hands means that you are constantly doing something and after you achieve your goals you have to go on and create other ideals in life. Some people think that living like this, in a rush might be tiresome but it’s not. It takes a lot of patience and spiritual balance to place your dreams in a right order and be able to achieve everything gradually. If you don’t have this in the first place, being able to accomplish what you really want can be awfully hard.

Secondly, the first part of the quote, “I don’t want to be a person with full hands.” means that people often do unnecessary things that don’t bring them any kind of happiness. It’s not a good thing to have a dream and to think about it while doing nothing to live it for real. Whether it’s foolish or your acquaintances don’t approve of it doesn’t matter when you put your passion in everything you do. People mustn’t forget that doing what they like, no matter what that is, brings much more satisfaction than any kind of reward. Taking a good mark in a subject that you don’t like to follow in life will make your parents happy, but inside you, there wasn’t anything to boast about as long as you aren’t interested in it.

On the other hand, some people tend to do things they don’t want to do hoping that this is the road to their accomplishment. This statement might be, in some cases, right. There are things that you will be forced to do in life in order to reach your peak but if there is passion in your dreams, there is also a big chance of achievement and as the path goes narrower the feeling of being on top feels much more better.

As far as I’m concerned, this quote holds much more meaning that it lets to be seen. Since I am still just a teenager I cannot fully understand what this writer wanted to say because I don’t have enough life experience. Maybe, later in life I will be able to have and enjoy the feeling of being full of dreams, unable to rest my hands.

vineri, 16 septembrie 2011

Journey of 27000000 feet

(Lipstick chicken butter roll... Hello back :) )

As you can see I'm kinda back. I know, I know, I lack personality and seriousity for not writing in a while and I'm deeply sorry. I got caught between KFCR (which doesn't mean "KFC Romania") and other stuff (Super Junior, fics, pool, no life activities).

My priorities kinda changed since two months ago because I am a teenager and my priorities HAVE/MUST change once in 10... or even 5 minutes. One of them that will never change is my forever obsession, Mr.Super Junior, aka Mr.Simple.

Form teacher, I am deeply sorry for not writing in my holy dolly blog and I'm promise I'm going to do my homework more often from now on (aka my blogging homework).

In the past two months SM knew how to put butterflies and moths in my wallet stealing 45 and soon, another 20$ by showing off more abs in Super Junior's MVs and promotion activities. Don't worry, bbs. I still love you.

ANYWAYZ. It's true. I haven't done any homework. BUT PLEASE, I used English my whole summer and still I cannot get through the grammar issue. I don't get what is wrong with my grammar, Ms. Balan. I really don't get it. And I'm not trying to start a fight... I'm just confused. Now I feel even more insecure wondering what the heck might be wrong in this post. Who knows how many grammar or spelling mistakes I did until now. "Until" goes well with past perfect right? So it's "I have done until now"? It's mainly confusing because native-English-speakers don't really give a fuck damn about grammar... from what I observed in usual conversations and so on.

Anywayz, from my little knowledge of English I started studying Mandarin Chinese because it's much MUCH MORE easier than Korean and I'm not ironic or stupid. Actually, putting aside the writing (who is a bitch. No really... it's really a bitch) Chinese is so easy, even a toddler could learn how to make basic conversation in less than a week.

Korean is still a great pain in the butt because it's very difficult to make a link between the writing and the words. It's not that hard but it's time consuming and very confusing at times. There are stuff that I can asimilate easier and stuff that I'm sure I will never remember.

I'm glad that Korean people is/are so... how should I put it... so generous with their culture. I can see a lot of people who are extremly excited that I learn Korean. Everyone is like: "OMG REALLY?!?! ARE YOU REALLY LEARNING..." YES. Bish, I'm learning Korean. I'm seriously considering moving to South Korea, in Itaewon district. I am seriously considering of becoming a BOSS in South Korea and a badass... something. I am seriously considering enjoying a walk by the Han River (River Han?) with my half-Korean half-Romanian kids and I'm seriously considering marrying Lee Sungmin. No joke (the last part is actually a joke. Sungmin needs a nice husband that could take care of him and his no-hair-legs).

And I kinda love this Asian linking. It's such a pity that we don't have an Asian culture branch in our school. It would make a nice fit instead of those BORING classes where not even the teachers bother to come to (coming to? to coming to? I'm really confused now...).

I like Dutch as well but right now I'll concentrate on fixing my English skills. I suck at reading and compre... compre... hension? Whatever. I need to recharge my badass skills and participate at every shitty/unshitty contest possible because I need a lot of reference materials for SDU and Seoul National University. Yes, I am seriously considering studying there and I'm seriously considering becoming fluent until then.

People might think that it's foolish that I try to become completely fluent in a weird language in 2 years. No, it's possible because I started English from ZEROoOoOoO in my 5th grade and in just one year I surpassed my whole class in my badass English skills. It's all about determination and will... and courage. It takes a lot of balls courage to learn a language that it's spoken in a country 4 times smaller than yours and, moreover, 7966.606 frickin' kilometers away from your country. Well... this number looks kinda satanic so I'll just say that South Korea is kinda... 26137159.925 feet away.

This means that it'll take me 27000000 steps to get to South Korea. I'll think about the fact that it takes you 20 days, 6 hours, and 40 minutes to count to 1000000, hence... it will take me 560 days to count to 27000000, almost one year and a half. JUST TO COUNT. If I just walk to South Korea it'll take me more than 3 years. A plane ride would take me 7-8 hours and 1024euros, almost 700$ depending on the flight, the company, the moment of the ticket booking and sooooo on.

When I realize this I just expect myself to be amazing. I am not amazing, I am not special. I am "to be" this stuff. I sometimes dream about just getting out of my bed and start walking in pajamas to South Korea. 3 years to seriously reconsider my life. I wonder if on my way I'm going to just turn on my heels back to my bed, to sleep on.

After all, I'm walking on this road everyday. I get up and start walking these 27000000 steps in these "to come" 3 years and sometimes I wonder if I should take myself less seriously and go back to sleep and dream on. These 3 years will really show me what I'm going to do with my life but whatever choice I'll make, I will never regret.

I never did.

vineri, 1 iulie 2011

Ramblings on MSLWPJAKALALSJ's birthday!

(MSLWPJAKALALSJ = The Most Special Leader of the World, Park Jungsoo, aka Leeteuk, Almighty Leader of Super Junior)

This is sooo like those days when I suddenly HAVE THE URGE to speak about Super Junior. Anywayz, this day has something special. Oh, should I say it again? SPECIAL? Well yea', it surely has something very SPECIAL.

So, this is like a letter to the beloved daddy of 14 kids and the selfish noona-hater, 이특 (leeteuk = special), the super-leader of Super Junior.

Dude, you're awesome. You like host a radio show since debut and a few (100000) TV shows. You have the guts of taming 13 kids which I bet that are quite a pain in the neck sometimes (except for Sungmin ofc) and a Evil maknae brat named Cho Kyuhyun. I really respect you from this point of view (since there is a 'maknae on top' in my life too).

Actually, I don't know exactly what to write. My fangirlism just wants to blow up and start ranting about how awesome you are. AND OMG, YOU ARE 29 YEARS OLD. Yea' mister PETER PAN, you've got to f*uckin' kiddin' me.

29 years old with such a big band and nooo signs of getting old... what's the recipe? I want to bang my head on a wall until I begin to look like a Siamese-flat-face-cat.

We, ELFs, your beloved fans, we know that you're quite silent off-camera and that you're awkward, asking for praises and all. We are all here to praise you, Special-oppa, so don't forget to lie your head on our shoulder whenever it's hard on you.

We even know that you were a womanizer for your SNSD-dongsaengs... -_- well, yea'... despite the fact that you were 20 and they were like 12... pedo-Special-oppa, we love you.

ELFs know the best that despite your bitter personality sometimes (as when you're near your noona -_- you jerk.. i want to punch you in that PERFECT face), you treat Super Junior as a big warm family. You were there for everyone, whenever they needed to.

It's not certified but I know that you were there when Kyuhyun got rejected by the other band members, when he got in that car accident that nearly took an angel from us, when Henry was hated by the Only13s (f*uck them) and when Donghae's dad passed away and when Hankyung left, leaving Heechul in great pain.

We know that even if they act all manly and cool, you're there whenever pain struck them (this doesn't mean that you're the cause of their pain LOL -_-).

We'll never forget your weir
d laugh...

I WILL SURELY NEVER FORGET YOUR LAUGH :))

And the days when you cried TT_TT in happiness, of course.

And when you were silly <- (this never gets old =)))

And when you were practicing your ENGRISH


And when you were... ergh... well, i guess Eunhyuk kicks your oldie ass...

And while doing various things as... testing your breathing&laughing skills :))

Or, the Teuk academy on strong heart

And I still pray... that french people are not... distroyed by your crazy Beyonce time

And that your cute french will stay forever in their hearts :)

After almost 6 years, the hard-work really paid off. Antis could go and FU*CK themselves because you, and all of your 14 dongsaengs have gone through YEARS of training before you got in endless project-groups that split over and over again...

After all, you have a stadium full of fans singing and dancing with you, spreading love and happiness in the hearts of who knows how to receive love.

You spread the love disease and I hope that on your b'day it will rain, as the day when you were born.

BWAHAHA XD I'M SUCH A FANGIRL :))

Don't worry, I still love you, Teukkie... even if you're an asshole to your noona...

Happy Birthday!


[WTF AGAIN, ARE YOU 29?! *epic facedesk*]

miercuri, 29 iunie 2011

Why should I marry a metrosexual?

(because basically, metrosexual = sungmin)

Ok, now let's cut the crap. Girls my age would rarely think about marriage which makes me believe that this is why most women start to freak out approaching the holy age of 30. That's why I'll save myself and think about such stuff right now.

My mom talked me once about the typical American-husband as she saw sooo many damn times in American-movies (like not all the movies are actually AMERICAN). The guy that resembles Fred Flinstone or Andy Anderson that comes at home after a busy day at a crappy workplace and jumps his ass in a armchair (the only difference is that Fred had a stone armchair) and demands for a beer while watching TV.

No way... I won't end up like this. I refuse to hang myself with the tie of such a man EVER. Who would want this? A sloopy fat hairy guy on my armchair?! YOU WISH. Sooooo, you mean that I should be the one bringing his beer and washing the dishes and throwing the trash until Timmy grows up and taking care of the kids...

YEA' RIGHT. I want a dish-washer (+ a kimchi fridge, please) and a servant to throw the dishes. The nanny can take care of the kid anyway...

Sooooo, what a metrosexual means.... Simply put, a metrosexual is a guy who takes care of himself as metrosexual for women is just a pleonasm (does this word exist in english?). Women do take care of their body&soul naturally.

So, a metrosexual would cut his nails and remove his cuticles and use hand-cream (no need for useless thinking here) and he would renew his wardrobe ocasionally, depending on the season, he would wash the clothes quite more frequently than a normal man with a overwhelming quantity of Cocolino or whatever they name it in South Korea.

A metrosexual takes care of his own face, beautifully shaved with a clean complexion. We would go to spas together and have fun drinking wine (since I hate beer because it's bitter and gross) and he would have a nice job earning SHITLOADS of moneeeeey and OFC he would be the cutest and the sexiest member of a certain boy-band with a perfect voice and perfect parental skills. And my name would be Ms. Lee Sungmin BWAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA and we'll have a nice apartment, a very expensive one and with cute little kids and...

YEP. MY HUSBAND WILL BE A METROSEXUAL! PREPARE LEE SUNGMIN, I'M COMING!

... this sounds soooo wrong...

marți, 28 iunie 2011

TOP 5 Fave Unnies :3

(Sha-la-la-la-la :D)

Sooo basically, unnie stands for 'older sister' in korean. Here's a top of my 5 favourite unnies:

#5 Sooyoung - the TALL image of SNSD (spelled as: So Nyu Shi Dae or Girls Generation and pronounced: "sinucide-te" in a moldavian+snakeish accent). Sooo yea' this girl is quite huge and quite boyish and that's why I like her. Also, part of my short hair 'concept' was inspired by her. UNNIE HWAITING!!!






#4 Hyosung - the 22 (23 in korean age) years old girl who shares a gummy smile with me and cute little teeth. She is the leader of Secret (a kpop girl band) and a proud citizen of the GSVC (Gummy Smile VIP Club) together with me and Eunhyuk (of Super Junior ofc).






#3 Taeyeon - the cute kid leader of SNSD. I loooove her hair (because mine is the same. curly and cute) and she has some damn killer voice skill. Awh, she's an angel...






#2 Hyoyeon - the main dancer of SNSD. She's awkward and I love awkward and silly people. I, Yesung (of Super Junior ofc) and Hyoyeon are part of SAVC (Super Awkward Club).






#1 BoA - YO NO1. Ofc BoA is no1. For a long time I thought that BoA was Japanese or half American and half Japanese due to her succes in America and her HOLY-WTF succes in Japan. Some would still think that boa is a snake which is very true but BoA. YEA' BoA! BoA is actually Korean. LOL. Kwon BoA (capital B and A) stands for Beats of Angel. Therefore, I am a Beat Of Pumpkin (or beat/drunk with Pumpkins or... a combination of Sungmin and BoA fan) = BoP. YEP. I am a proud citizen of the BoP. Also, I love how BoA answered to my friend's tweet (and a bit envious... A LITTLE MORE, actually) and I really appreciate that she's considerate of her fans. LoL BoA unnie. (Lots of Love, BoA unnie).

BoA HWAITING!!!






#BONUS - Badass Unnie

I thought a lot about what kind of a rank should I give to my fav unnie since BoA is the no1. So, this unnie is basically the bonus-unnie. Yep, the unnie who listens to my fangirlings and my stupid over-reactings and all the stuff that would send a sane dude/duderita straight to Sokola. Yep, my bonus-unnie :)

언니 사랑해 :) !!!

luni, 20 iunie 2011

NUGU FACE IN 3, 2, 1!

(asadar... cum ziceai ca se cheama?)

Nugu = pronumele interogativ/relativ "cine" in coreeana. Adaptat in romana ca "ceva necunoscut"/"ceva neimportant"/"irelevant"

Acum o saptamana, cred, mi-a venit in cap sa-mi iau unghii false. Fara sa punem la socoteala ca unghiile acelea erau GIGANTICE nu aveam cu ce sa le lipesc. Mama mi-a zis sa folosesc picatura sau un SUPER JUNIOR glue pentru ca e totuna. Eu mi-am zis ca nu vreau sa le dau jos cu dalta si s raman fara unghii toata vara.

Astfel am decis ca eu si maknae sa cautam o solutie speciala pentru unghii prin neighborhood. La primele trei magazine nu am gasit. Posibil, pentru ca nu erau magazine speciale de cosmetice. Dar. DAR.

De la al patrulea magazin am inceput sa have fun de fetele vanzatorilor.

"Stai sa vezi ca nici aici nu gasim."
"'Aveti adeziv de unghii false?' 'NUGU FACE COMIN'!'"

Al cincelea:

"Nugu face in 3...2...1..."

Al saselea magazin:

"NUGUUUUUU!!!!"

Al 100000-lea magazin:

"Asa-i ca nu aveti nugu... eh... pardon... adeziv de lipit unghii ireale... LOL."
"Mergeti la Baumax. Acolo sigur au."


WHAT THE FU*CK?

vineri, 17 iunie 2011

Why are foreigners so captivated by Kpop?

(inspired by this)


I've recently read an article on allkpop about why are foreigners captivated by Kpop.
As far as I'm concerned, I have understood a little bit more the fans in Romania through a succesful project named KpopFanBook.
Some say that Kpop is fun and they listen just because the songs are catchy and the asian singers look very handsome/sexy/pretty etc. Others confessed that Kpop is a genre that doesn't need any translation to get beyond their hearts. I've even meet people who believed that Kpop is actually a new kind of music culture that doesn't need naked girls, tits and butties on the first page of a newspaper to blow our minds.

My own opinion on Kpop is very bright. I believe that there is no singer or star but a God's touch. I cannot remember how many tears I've spared just because Kpop brought to me so much happiness. Everyone is smiling and everyone shares love. Their music is peaceful and kind and DECENT. YEA', IT'S ACUTALLY DECENT!

And those people start blushing if someone JUST MENTIONS the taboo word...
sex.

And men, (yes, men) are not afraid to cry or laugh, they proudly admit that they sometimes wear make-up and they're very careful with the way they look (metrosexuals? that's how they call them?).

And girls... they look like angels (and they behave like angels) but as I'm more concerned with the guys rather than with the girls... nothing else to say here XD.

Also, have you ever seen Britney Spears or Paris Hilton missing their parents? Or, have you ever seen Justin Timberlake shedding tears for the friends in pain? LOL, nevaaaaa. Mariah Carey waits for a red carpet before even stepping on a floor while Kpop artists wait in the middle of December in tents for their time to shine on stage (yes, it actually happened). They even live like sardines in small apartments even if they are filthy rich because they like simple life. They love those little pleasures of the life and enjoy every little smile they get from their fans.

My bias, Lee Sungmin is also my role model in life. He is responsible and has a very reliable personality. He's the nicest and kindest guy I have ever seen in my life and I have no doubts that he's like this even behind the cameras. Besides, he has some badass clean beautiful hands.

I wish I were like him. I'm trying hard not to disappoint the ones around me so much and to be nice to them whenever I can. I wish that one day I could be this kind of a role model for someone too (and have sum badass clean beautiful hands and pretty nails and so on...)

[fangirling]LOL, dudes, I damn love you like hella! I'm going to kiss the floor of Incheon airport. LOOOL. Wait for my drool on the KTR studio's window. MUHAHAHA. Gotta get ready for another stalkerish-fan. BWAHAHAHAHA. Tie me up and I'll escape!! No one can stop the ELF!!![/fangirling]

And I have shitloads of various reasons for why I am deeply in love with Kpop :).



I'll be back...




joi, 16 iunie 2011

Back in Business

(And China was ruled by Peacocks...)

La fel ca sunbae, stau in scaunul meu epic si mai dau cate un refresh la pagina allkpop in timp ce verific daca cineva a mai fishuit pe la twitterul meu. Cateodata mai deschid si Grepolisul doar asa, ca sa vad ce penibilitati se mai intampla in alianta mea.

Dar azi... azi e o zi exceptionala. I can almost hear my inner-self crying out in happiness when Goldie returned to her site, which is quite daebak (cool in korean slang).

Yep, and I can freely rant about Sungmin (which is spelled as S-U-N-G-M-I-N and not Sugimina or other stupid spellings) as a nice quiet pumpkin-fan and, occasionally, kill another anti-sungmin-fan, etc...

So, my life follows it's natural biological order again.

Si da, povestea cu cada era mai logica decat cea cu cazanul cu ceai.

PS: 쿠키는 사랑한다 & Sungmin :)

joi, 9 iunie 2011

din seria WTF...

Da... numai eu puteam sa scap caietul de lecturi, aproape complet, intr-un cazan cu ceai pus pe jos in bucatarie.

"Mama, uite, mai am... OH SHIT... NO!!!! FUCK[[WO367-94I=32&^%w#rtym beewfq%@b#kwj% FUCK MY LIFEEEEEEE"

Mom scratches head without understading whatever i swear. "Ala era caietul tau de lecturi?"

ERA.

T_T

miercuri, 8 iunie 2011

Useless frend

(sumtimes i feel like i'm too stupid)

Ultimul mail primit de la Hwang 3 iunie suna cam asa:

Ma duc, paid vacantion dans le Paris :3!!! WO OU OO WO :)) have fun si poate trec prin Bacau la intoarcere. PAID VACANTION!!! Stau pana pe 13 iunie. Think yourself why I am going to Paris intre 3-13 iunie :)) TZEAPAAAAAA <3

DON'T CRY DONGSAENGGIEEEE! OPPA WILL BRING YOU KISSES FROM SUNGMIN!


ei, si acum... cum sa nu te sinucizi?

ROAAAAARRRRRRRR :(

Yo-Yo-Yo

(guess who's back XD)

Am revenit pe blog mai des decat in celelalte zile cu cateva scopuri mici dar importante:

1. sa mai scriu ceva despre suju caci s-ar putea sa creada cineva ca nu mai sunt biased ceea ce e wroooong sau, cum ar zice coreeanul, WLOOONG.

2. sa fac un anunt pe care unii m-au sfatuit sa nu-l fac pentru ca ar fi 'penibil' si 'stupid' si ar face atac la imaginea mea (?? care imagine??)

Yep, draga Raluca, scuze ca te-am acuzat de ceva ce probabil nu ai facut si cu care n-ai avut probabil vreo legatura. Totusi, am o mica banuiala care va ramane doar ca eu sa o analizez cand ma plictisesc si n-am chef sa fac altceva.

Si Beatricei, cu care n-am avut nimic si doar ma amuza disperarea ei absolut fara niciun motiv.

Yo, dudes, haz sum sense of humorrrr LOOOOLZ.

Azi sunt random deci s-ar putea ca postul asta sa n-aiba vreun sens. Verisorul meu din Austria mi-a lasat niste ceai de portocale prin dulapiorul de la vila lor which is damn good and brilliant. Am de scris un portofoliu intreg si de editat un vlog pentru dirig ceea ce n-am sa mai apuc, desigur.

Anywayz, anul se terminaaaa YAY. In sfarsit pot sa ma trezesc la ora la care am eu cheeeef.

I even thought of finding sum job. Daca tot am 16 ani XD sa descoperim thrillul unui job tee-hee... si poate ca pana la anul o sa strang bani de cheltuiala in Olandaaaaa (unnie, wait 4 me).

LOL. Sunt asa random.

Cred ca am sa-mi retooonez blogul vara asta. SOOOO

YO YO YO, GUESS WHO'S BACK!


(not me)

luni, 6 iunie 2011

Draga Raluca,

(had sum fun time with my swear-mouth-friend)

Am aflat ca-mi citesti blogul dupa cum si tu ai spus intr-o maniera mai bine sau ma prost exprimata si asta nici nu ma intristeaza si nici nu ma bucura.

Am stat putin si am analizat situatia si aproape ca mi-a venit sa plang de la atata ras. Intr-adevar, ai cumplita dreptate! Sunt atat de invidioasa incat imi vine sa ma dau cu capul de cel mai apropiat perete. Si imi este atat de ciuda ca esti foarte bogata si ca ai bani de sa te stergi cu ei la fata incat uneori chiar m-am gandit la sinucidere.

Serios... cat cacat poti sa mananci?

Scumpo, haide sa-ti explic niste lucruri pe care tu, din pacate, nu le cunosti despre mine. Tatal meu este sofer de autobuz si a fost asa de cand se stie. Isi iubeste meseria si eu ii impart pasiunea pentru condus. Pentru el, acesta nu e un loc de munca, sau un job ci un mod de se distra cand nu are ce face.

Nu am fost in viata mea in Anglia si e bine sa spun ca prima mea iesire din tara a fost acum o luna. In schimb, Romania a fost locul meu. Ii cunosc fiecare cotitura fara sa ma uit intr-o harta. Am stat pe piscuri de munti la foc de tabara de cand ma dureau gingiile si imi punea mama scutec in fasa. Ca sa intelegi si tu, pe varfuri de munte ninge intotdeauna si nu exista hotel cu spa de 4-5 stele. Pana acum, am fost la mare in fiecare an. Uneori, tata ne ducea si iarna si ne petreceam Craciunul acolo.

Spre deosebire de tine, am pretuit orice lucru mic pe care ai mei mi l-au daruit. Am invatat sa fiu un copil care sa tina la lucrurile cu valoare emotionala. Cand am vrut sa-mi cumpar ceva sau sa fac un cadou cuiva am strans banii singura si la final am avut o satisfactie pe care tu, draga mea, nu o vei avea niciodata.

Vezi tu, Raluca, esti un copil trist. Fericirea ta e falsa. Ca om, nu vei simti niciodata gustul victoriei. Imi este tare mila de tine cand vad ca lupti cu atata indarjire pentru putere. Probabil ca parintii tai nu-ti dau atentie indeajuns si te gasesti in situatia de a cersi din cercul tau stramt de prieteni care te agreeaza doar pentru influenta.

Faptul ca tu vrei sa fii tratata cu cel putin minimul de respect iti este refuzat asta pentru ca tu ai mininul de bun simt ca sa-i tratezi pe cei 'saraci', 'slabi', 'urat imbracati' sau 'infometati' ca si pe cei care iti sunt aproape.

Abis, printesa. Ai toata mila mea.

Cu stima si minimul de respect necesar,
Monica.

duminică, 5 iunie 2011

Draga sunbae,

(101 POSTARI.... YAAAY)

Iti zic salut pentru a o suta una oara si ma bucur deja ca am reusit sa-mi aleg cititorii. Izul ieftin de cotidian adolescentin a disparut din blogul meu si, dupa un an intreg, pot sa ma uit in oglinda si sa-mi zic: Naega haengbokhan ai. Sunt un copil fericit.

Ma bucur ca dupa un an sunt in stare sa privesc direct in obiectivul camerei de fotografiat fara sa imi tuguiesc buzele constant uitandu-ma la tavan. Imi iubesc zambetul si sticlirea ochilor. Nu mai sunt eu cea de odinioara si vad cum incep sa ma maturizez devenind iar copilul de odinioara.

Nu mai sunt o batranica plictisita si adormita si nici nu ma mai las calcata in picioare. Asa cum sunt eu, o bestie, sunt mandra de natura mea si vreau sa pretuiesc cu cea mai mare dragoste zilele care mi-au mai ramas pe pamant.

Sunt vesnic indragostita si vesnic uimita de cei din jurul meu. Imi place sa descopar si sa observ celelalte bestii din cohorta mea. Ma ascund de lumina reflectoarelor doar ca sa am parte de o lumina mai stralucitoare, cea divina.

Ma uit acum la ursuletul meu din raft si simt ca nu-si are rostul acolo. Ma uit la toate lucrurile din camera mea, inca nefolosite si vreau sa le gasesc un destin.

Probabil ca postul asta nu are niciun rost dar, mai mult ca sigur, iti este dedicat, pentru ca tu esti singura care poate intelege cu adevarat ce se intampla.

Cu drag,
Beast-unnie

vineri, 3 iunie 2011

RIOT ^_^

(Epiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiic :3)

Poate ca azi e ziua potrivita sa faci ceea ce ar fi trebuit sa faci cu mai multa vreme in urma.

Si asa am rationat eu.
Deja era insuportabil sa mai stau in clasa aceea. Ma gandeam ca puteam scrie un roman cu toate lucrurile pe care vroiam sa le impart cu iubitii mei colegi. Deja nu ma mai preocupa parerile lor superficiale si comentariile lor de LIQ (Low IQ) si aproape ca dadeam doi bani pe ceea ce spuneau ei. Asa ca, m-am hotarat sa imi recapat vechiul entuziasm pe care il aveam in generala. Acel entuziasm in care ne injuram ca chiorii si tipam unii la altii numai cat sa ne impacam intr-o singura ora pentru ca asa era profesional.

Probabil ca suna stupid dar da, acele momente din viata clasei noastre era benefic si foarte mult asteptat. Era momentul in care ne eliberam tensiunea si o luam de la inceput.

Daaaaaar desigur ca nu am prevazut (sau am facut-o?) posibilitatea de a-mi supraestima ortacii, ceea ce s-a si intamplat si acum vreau sa pun definitiv eticheta: "LOL, frate... nu sunteti prea destepti pentru varsta voastra.".

Pentru ca asta s-a intamplat. Asa-i ca nu sunteti prea destepti pentru varsta voastra? In momentul actual orice adolescent cu nivelul de inteligenta NORMAL ar fi trebuit sa inteleaga anumite lucruri, sa stie sa le manipuleze si sa le aplice. Dar voi nu puteti face asta.

Mi-am dovedit inca o data ca va sunt superioara, lasand la o parte fitele, banii, sexy booties, si mersul leganat de Oxford street. Mai tarziu, dar nu acum (cel mai probabil, cand va fi prea tarziu) veti intelege cam care a fost scopul meu.

Cred ca e inutil sa va explic ca daca pastrati aceste mici secrete in cercul vostru stramt asta ii va afecta pe cei din jur in vreun fel. De R nu am ce comenta. Ea face parte din alta lume, nascuta in alte circumstante, cu senzatia ca totul i se cuvine si ca poate sa inchida gura oricui la orice ora din zi si din noapte. Nu sunt aroganta si nici macar nu am cheful necesar sa explic de ce o detest. Nici nu sunt invidioasa sau geloasa. Gasesc atat de multe satisfactii in viata mea actuala, in apartamentul nostru micut, in cartierul de la marginea orasului... aproape ca o eroina dintr-o carte de aventuri.

Pentru final: Sa mergi in Anglia doar la shopping: .............. frate, voi sunteti prosti?!................

Succes la reformat bisericutele! Spor la barfa! Viata lunga! Sa ne intalnim si la viitorul RIOT!

I'm unhappy because...

(yep. gotta save my city on Grepolis XD)

I’m unhappy where I am now but I have struggle very hard to dream on.

I’m unhappy because of some people whom I trust now have changed.

I’m unhappy because I can’t show off whenever I am hurt.

I’m unhappy because I’m in love and I can’t reach my lover.

I’m unhappy because there is no one to see through me.

I’m unhappy because I’m sometimes dense and slow.

I’m unhappy because I work too hard to make other people happy.

I’m unhappy because I disappoint myself.

I’m unhappy because no matter what I disappoint everyone around me.

I’m unhappy because I can’t blame myself for my mistakes.

I’m unhappy because I can’t tell my parents about my daily problems.

I’m unhappy because no one wants to hear about my hardships.

I’m unhappy because my classmates are some rich assholes.

I’m unhappy because the world I belong to is too far away.

I’m unhappy because EVERYONE takes me lightly.

I’m unhappy because I can’t smile in front of my reality.

I’m unhappy because my country can’t make me stay.

I’m unhappy because I am a patriot for the wrong country.

I’m unhappy because I have been living a lie all my life for my own good.

I’m unhappy because some of my friends prove to be traitors.

I’m unhappy because I can feel other people’s personality just by ‘smelling’ them.

I’m unhappy because I can’t ‘smell’ my own personality’s scent.

I’m unhappy because I have thought about suicide at least 3 times in my life.

I’m unhappy because I couldn’t have the courage at least to take my life properly.

I’m unhappy because there are not cookie cutters in the shape of a pyramid.

I’m unhappy because I’m too childish for being a sweet 16.

I’m unhappy because someone will certainly read this and I’ll be embarrassed.

But I’m so happy that you exist and do whatever you’re doing. You give me strength and love and make me dream on... even if I deny you and sometimes blame you for everything that I do wrongly, you’re still here, by my side, taking care of everyone equally. You’re no Santa. You’re no Teeth Fairy (or whatever). You’re the No1 Boss. You’re the only person I truly respect for being so loved without knowing exactly if you really exist or if you look like Brad Pitt or Naomi Campbell.

Kamsahamnida, for being so taiwanmei, at any temps of the day and the nuit.

Thank you, God.



duminică, 22 mai 2011

MamaMIA

(Maknae-ama-Missing-In-Action)

When maknae is missing it's like the world gets tardism. I turn into a lame maknae and unnie is like a Ryeowook + Zhou Mi in the same body. This equals that Ryeowook is the band leader as Henry said in that Taiwanese show ("he's born in '76... 36... years old?").
ENOUGH WITH THE RAMBLINGS.

I understand, unnie !
I know exactly how u feel!
I have the same problem
Whenever I see Sungmin!

I'm all fluffy and romantic and I usually day-dream a lot and I know maknae doesn't give a fuck (no1curr) about my post but I can already feel the drawback of her missing...

At least, if unnie was missing I could claim Jaehyo...


*sigh*

Pumpkins and their behaviour.

(Gotta talk about this as well.)

Look at this picture first.

Let’s make a brief description about this guy. His name is Lee Sungmin, he’s 26 and it’s the middle member of Super Junior. Out of 13 he’s the 7th and one of the 4 lead vocals. His favourite color is pink and he usually sleeps in night dresses (blue or pink) and that’s why his image is mainly cute and adorable. He knows how to cook and he has quite some knowledge about taking care of little kids. Sungmin is very kind-hearted and takes care of his younger band-members and truly respects the ones that are older. He got in the band as a very hardworking and responsible individual.

Now, let’s analize his fans.

Sungmin’s fans are named Pumpkins or Rabbits because... well... he’s very cute. Sungmin’s fans rarely love each other because they claim the boy as being HERS and only hers. If you like Sungmin you can chit-chat and make fun of him but you should beware of drawbacks you can suffer.

1. DRAWBACK NO1: If you wrong our King of Aegyo we literally go berserk.

2. DRAWBACK NO2: If you say that he is cute without saying that sometimes he’s manly as well we’re going to google-map your house and stalk you (because, lately he doesn’t like to be called cute).

3. DRAWBACK NO3: If you say that Sungmin is gay for liking pink we’re going to chop you in small pieces then ship you off to some war-stricken country.

4. DRAWBACK NO4: If you make Sungmin cry or sad we’re going to take your little sister’s bunny and kill your parents and your unsatisfied girlfriend/boyfriend (if you’re gay) and we’ll bury then in a sandbox in a playground.

5. DRAWBACK NO5: If you bash Kyumin (which stands for Kyuhyun and Sungmin) we are going to call Kyuhyun aka EVIL MAKNAE (this is enough terror for you.).

6. DRAWBACK NO6: If you do anything that will harm our cutie pie we’re going to f****** blow up your neighborhood.

But this will mostly not happen because Sungmin taught us to be patient and kind-hearted towards the BITCHES AND JERKS ones who misunderstand our lovely angel. Even so, please beware because we want to protect him properly and we’re going to kill you and your whole country if you do not behave :).

Sungmin-oppa, we love you. Take care, juseyo ^_^



vineri, 20 mai 2011

Bubbles on the ceiling! Bubbles on the floor!

(“Heechul is a guy or a girl?.”/“Heechul is Heechul.”)

Paradoxul... ceva ce ma reprezinta dar nu il inteleg.

Mi-am amintit ca singurele mele amintiri din epoca post-SJ sunt cele cu mine stand la birou si invatand intens pentru teste si examene. Oare ce era in capul meu? Nu e mai amuzant sa stai si sa citesti fanficuri pornografice si sa astepti albumele an de an? Nu e mai amuzant sa realizezi ca un cerc nu poate fi impartit in 13 parti egale - pentru unii oameni - dar pentru tine si o piramida tetracilindrica sferoasa se poate imparti NUMAI SI NUMAI in 13 parti (eventual 15).

Mi-am construit blogul sa arate ca un fel de Roman al Adolescentului Miop din mai multe motive. Am si exagerat undeva, ca sa para mai dramatic, am si tras chiulul dar sunbae ma preseaza sa nu-l las balta si sa scriu in el mai mult.

Am ramas socata cand am observat care e diferenta dintre eul de la inceputul anului si eul actual. Nu numai ca sunt o optimista incurabila in ceea ce priveste viata de dupa scoala dar am si o pofta de viata fornidabila. Ma uit in oglinda si realizez ca cea mai frumoasa expresie faciala a mea este zambetul. Cand fata mea zambeste simt ca o fac pe miss America sa moara de ciuda si asta pentru ca nu numai fata e cea care e fericita, ci asa sunt si inauntrul meu.

Nu stiu ce mi-a venit si nici nu am chef sa-mi explic mie insami dar imi dau seama din ce in ce mai mult ca am ceva special (pe langa cele 15 minuni de pe peretii din camera mea). Ceva care ma diferentiaza de cei care aud in gol si vorbesc doar pentru ei.

Azi, la scoala, cand profesoara de geografie le-a explicat nu stiu ce chestie lui Bibo si lui Alex am vrut sa ma tarasc pe jos de ras. Pur si simplu nu intelegeau o iota. Aluziile ei nu prind decat la un anumit nivel de IQ pe care cei doi mentionati nu il poseda inca (LOL).

Lucrurile pe care le spune ea trebuie luate ca atare. Pur si simplu nu exista un sens ascuns, o misteriozitate. E simplistic spus, rolul nostru aici. Faptul ca lumea pe care traim si noi ca oameni ne pacalim pe noi insisi incercand sa-i pacalim pe ceilalti pentru ca suntem constienti de asta si la un moment dat o sa se intoarca impotriva noastra.

Dar nooooo, prostii cauta intelesuri ascunse, interpretari simbolice... nici macar cartea de hermeneutica nu poate sa-ti explice chestiile de genul asta pentru ca nu e nimic de interpretat.

Stupid dudes...


Dar da... bucuria din aceasta vineri e ca am facut o baie cu bulbuci si am inceput sa strig in baie:

"Bubbles on the ceiling! Bubbles on the floor! Bubbles on the ceiling! Bubbles on the floor!"

"You suddenly turned into a neat freak or something?" (mom)



luni, 16 mai 2011

no comment

Moni,

Te roaga tata sa-ti faci curat in camera ta. Da? Bine.

Tata care te iubeste f f mult.

LOL

(currently destroying the windows. all of them. even the windows in my laptop.)


My voice is very weird. I just asked myself this afternoon if it is possible for my voice to crack and kinda... my voice cracks only when I talk. While singing, my voice sounds like fading when I try to sing a higher note so I just float on the sheet wondering if my voice is muted completely or there is still air to breathe.

So, I’ll make Dara sound like the male version of TOP which is not 2ne1ish at all.

I tried to make my voice crack but it’s sort of... just impossible? My voice just fades like the Mother Nature put a cheap movie maker fade effect on my vocal chords because she was too lazy to add super-cool effects.

Now that I think again, I wish I had a crackable voice so that I would kill you all with my screaming.


(If Leeteuk can sing I can become a top-mega-voice like Yesung in 2 days!)

HOLY SHIT. HE CAN SING... FUCK.



vineri, 13 mai 2011

MaknaePUNCT

(Cred ca era cazul sa o spun si pe asta.)

Nu stiu cine sau ce alimenteaza caracterul acesta dar sunt sigura ca si eu fac parte din cauza.
Maknae: evil, 2012ish, funny, bitchy sometimes, etc etc
Not sure if these are qualities or bad stuff though...

Atat a fost. Nu mai vreau sa spun nimic ori KpopRomania va deveni un duet.

miercuri, 11 mai 2011

Sunbae.

(pajama ipgo, pajama ipgo woori..........)



This is for you.

지금 내 마음은 사랑으로 가득차있다
감사합니다


marți, 3 mai 2011

Sometimes the truth is disturbing (2)

(Ahem.)

Deja sunt fana Kpop de ceva vreme si am ajuns sa privesc chestia asta ca pe o obsesie acceptata de propria mea persoana.

Mai mult decat atat, ma impresioneaza. E ciudat cum alte celebritati isi castiga painea dupa ce au fost culese de pe strada in timp ce altii inca mai muncesc visand la succesul lor.

Ma simt vinovata pentru ca m-am atasat de o persoana care nici nu ma cunoaste, sta la 7500 km departare si probabil ca nici nu ma va cunoaste vreodata si daca va avea « ocazia» sa ma cunoasca eu sunt cea mai norocoasa fata de pe planeta.

Nu m-am atasat niciodata de alte persoane fie pentru ca nu mi se par accesibile fie pentru ca pur si simplu nu imi placeau. In opinia mea, prietenul ideal ar trebui sa zambeasca 90% din viata si restul sa fie lacrimi de bucurie asta pentru ca eu nu sunt in stare sa fiu optimista atunci cand nu am prieteni de genul acesta langa mine.

Ca si acum... ma simt vinovata pentru ceva ce nu are legatura cu mine in mod direct dar in masa afecteaza persoana pe care o pretuiesc enorm chiar daca unora li se pare copilaros si prostesc.

Inca o data, jeosonghamnida...

I want to confess that you’re both cute and manly and that you shouldn’t be bothered because you have a huge family besides you. Not only myself but a lot of people apreciate you for your efforts not just as a member of Super Junior but as a person.

Even if I loved your looks and your cuteness in the first place, now you’re a truly respected individual in my heart.

Please don’t cry, oppa.

Sometimes the truth is disturbing.

(Sometimes we believe that this is childish and stupid and certain people who do really care get the pass behind the stage.)


“As compared to the others, the Sungmin off stage is very low-profile, no matter how chaotic others’ world is, he is surrounded with quiet. It is not that he does not like liveliness, but that he cannot grasp his place in such a place. People who love him mostly do so because of his cute smile, his bunny teeth, his curved brows when he smiles. To him now, all those “sweet danhobak” memories, have become a burden to his development. He is a really a man! He is really a passionate youth! Watch how Lee Sungmin put up a break-through show.”

How this article actually came about was because during the previous Cool Magazine interview with SJ-M, Sungmin complained about his position in the group - “I am actually exhausted with all the tolerating” As Sungmin is a very likable person off-camera, Cool decided to help Sungmin with his wish of breaking out of his gentle image which he had for so long.

A member like Sungmin, should have been the trump card of the group. I’d occasionally call him the “Firefighter”. When Donghae is not around, he can fill in his spot as one of the lead dancers, if Ryeowook is absent, he can also fill in the role of a lead singer. He can play the guitar occasionally while he sings. When he has the mood, he will perform a magic trick or two to entertain everyone. Of course, there is also that “hat dance” which shouldn’t go to waste. In Sungmin’s world, there isn’t anything that he specializes in but yet he can master everything. To date, he had tried acting and musicals while still juggling his usual workload and Sungmin’s overall abilities have increased a notch. It seems that Sungmin isn’t too suitable for joining SJ-M as compared to him the other members who already have some basic mandarin foundation, furthermore, his forte is Japanese which is why his first Solo performance is given to the Japanese. Due to this language barrier, there are times when Sungmin’s talents cannot be shown, the time taken to translate also makes if difficult for him to cope, just when he had came up with a reply for one question, the next question would be asked and he wouldn’t have the chance to express himself. Even Eunhyuk whose hosting skills are really good can’t manage to say much, much less Sungmin. But this difficulties didn’t stop Sungmin’s determination to nail mandarin. Of course, we should also believe in his passion towards learning and perhaps soon, “mandarin leader“‘s position would change people. (laughs)

On Sungmin you can find unlimited potentials. He is someone who is able to bring you new surprises when you least expect it, but people would tend to forget the work put in behind these surprises. It seems that as long as there is something that artistes can do, Sungmin would be able to master it however, this child just doesn’t know how to do self-promotion. You can see that Sungmin is very ambitious when it comes to his career. However, sometimes it may seem like he tries too hard due to his impatience. But like how every talented person has to go through difficulties before becoming a true talent, Sungmin too is searching for a path that is suitable for him.
“I always believe that I am a diamond in the rough”. Maybe as his many skills have matured to a certain level when it explodes, you would be able to see that this shy boy have become a new generation god, such that even looking up at him would hurt your eyes.

Lee Sungmin is an artist who goes by rules, singing by the rules, dancing by the rules, acting by the rules, all his achievements now are all thanks to his own hardwork. The gentle-looking Sungmin is unexpectedly stubborn on some things,for example, in order to perfect his dance routines, Sungmin will stay behind after their group practice and practice on his own in the studio. Everyone has their “beginner’s heart’ , but keeping it is another story. Especially in this field, where it’s full of temptations, and everyone is trying to climb to the top, hardwork alone is not enough. But Sungmin is making himself suited in this environment, not that he’s pleased with his current condition, obviously he want to achieve more, at the same time, not forgetting all those who made him who he is today. Those who visits Sungmin’s CY would know, this kid has a habit that deemed “arrogant” in an outsider’s eye, that is taking photos’ of his fans’ gifts and putting them up in his CY. To those who don’t understand, they will probably think: “Is he trying to boast about his popularity?”, but those who do will know that this is full of his gratitude toward his fans. To the fans, Sungmin is never stingy about nice and cheesy things to say, and a large part of his CY is also dedicate to thank his fans for all those little thing they have done for him, it’s almost like his main aim for having a CY account.

Living on this earth, Sungmin has his own set of rule for all his doings. His attitude in treating others, attitude at work, even those tiny habits in life, he will follow his own habits and organize everything properly. Such an organized person let the people around him feel at ease, he lives in the square that he has set for himself, never letting his emotions going out of the limit. Maybe easy-going people like Kangin will never understand how these patterns bring Sungmin a sense of security, but like what Ryeowook said, the moment Sungmin sat down, the world seems to calm. Sungmin’s world will not be easily disrupted by others, he will also not try to influence others. Normally, he will set a aim for his actions, and then he will out in his all achieving it. In his mind, achieving his goal would be the best way to prove himself, thus, during the due course, he does not need any opinions, that is also why Sungmin is able to bring you many unexpected surprises, because while he’s preparing these surprises for you, you are unaware of it. To put it in other words, it doesn’t matter to him if you knew.

Lee Sungmin does not hide his hopes and aspirations for himself, so you would be able to see him blossom at many places, leaving his own mark. Usually, when he gets interested in something or some mission, his eyes would exude a certain kind of Charisma, making it difficult not to notice him. Sungmin would often discover his own flaws and later work hard to overcome them. You can say that he is the member who perseveres. He used to admit that his dancing wasn’t good but during their 3rd comeback, his Solo Hat-dance caused many jaws to drop. He wants to try acting, so he worked on President, and received the acknowledgement of his seniors. There was a time when he was passionate with learning musical instruments, so be it the harmonica or the guitar, he can play them well. Recently, Heechul had been promoting Sungmin, and kept saying that he is a “Chick which brokes through the eggshell”. Maybe he too saw Sungmin’s strengths starting to slowly emerging.

President’s poor viewership might cause the sponsors and producers to suffer for a period of time. For a show which casted an idol so that its political storyline does not seem so boring, Sungmin’s performance is the thing that shines amongst the other flops. There was even news describing him as “an idol which was wasted” to address that Sungmin’s parts in the show were not as many as expected. However, to Sungmin, viewership ratings and his trails are a different matter. Of course it is good to have high viewer ratings but for an acting newbie like Sungmin, starting off with excellent critiques might become a burden to him. “More and more idols are starting to go into the acting business, they have all made sufficient preparations and practice, many of them already have the talent for acting.But I do not wish to compare myself with them, as in ultimately, I am still a newbie and still have many flaws, but I will work hard to improve”.

If asked if he had other ambitions other than for his career, the answer would definitely be— how to get others to feel that I am a real man. This is something that it commonly seen as artistes would put in alot of effort to train their muscles, tan their skin to a bronze colour or act sexy for the screen just to tell the world that they are men not boys. Sungmin is burdened by his fixed cute image. If it wasn’t for his initial little animal-like look, maybe Fans would not link him with the word “cute”. If you want muscles, look at Kangin, if you want prettiness, look at Heechul, if you want cute, look at Sungmin…. this is their early image, and Sungmin wasn’t too against this. Just look at his interests and you can see that Sungmin isn’t too keen on all the aegyo and acting cute, but he is interested in martial arts. Being a grown man of 20+ , as he had accepted his given image in the beginning, he can only be troubled by it now. He had trained his muscles and corrected his bunny teeth, he does exude masculinity but occasionally his smile still looks cute. So the journey is still long, Lee Sungmin-ssi’s road to change continues.

Sungmin is definitely the best ‘Firefighter’ is Super Junior, with the title “Wherever there’s the need, I will be there”, we should really give him some credits. Putting his whole heart and mind, always cooperating with the group’s activities, he is said to be the most diligent member. With this kind of member around, it must be such great comfort to leader Leeteuk (as compared to another ‘elder’ member, Sungmin has so much less to be worried about…). Comparing to those members who are often absent from the group’s activity, Sungmin is rarely absent, but there are times where you suddenly spot him covering for other member’s place, these occasions are more than often. It not that Sungmin is free, the opposite, Sungmin’s own schedule leaves him breathless. However, these sudden additional schedules are much more than others, and there is only one reason - Only Sungmin on the job can put people’s mind at ease. For example, when a member of the Teuk Academy could not be present, Sungmin will transform into a gag cameo; when one of the DJs couldn’t make it, Sungmin and his sweet voice will bring the listeners on a special journey. Besides all this activities, TV dramas, musicals, overseas developments have all became his main focus, and the always hardworking Sungmin of course will not let these opportunities pass him by. Thus, SJ’s model member has got to be no other than Su
ngmin!



miercuri, 6 aprilie 2011

“101 facts people don’t know about me” challenge

(KEKEKEKE)

1. I don’t like mayonnaise but I’m allergic at mustard

2. I have been playing the “Snow-White” for 7 years in a row since kindergarten at school festivals

3. I wanted to write a book about 3rd World War in which a girl resembling me was the main character

4. I don’t like drinking juice because I fell thirstier after I drink it

5. My first Kpop song I’ve ever listened to was “Don’t don” even if for 1 year and a half I thought it was “It’s you” (both by SJ by the way)

6. I used to listen to AnCafe and wanted to commit suicide when Bou left the band

7. I can understand Japanese pretty well thanks to almost 6 years of Anime

8. I learnt English by reading Manga and I’ve got in Bilingual class even if in elementary school I thought English was a population in Congo

9. I would randomly say things without thinking so people think that I’m kinda nuts

10. “PIZZA!” [random]

11. My first bias in SJ was Yesung because I love awkward people [like me]

12. I got 3rd prize in 4th grade in a singing contest but now I hate my voice

13. I love spaghetti stuff even if I try to moderate my calories [fails, though]

14. I got in hospital because of the PEPSI BLUE but now, my fav juice is Pepsi XD

15. When I got ‘Devil May Cry 4’ I missed two days of school to play it again and again and again and I had to re-do my Romanian exam [teza] half asleep, all alone L and got 8’50 J

16. Lately, for some weird reason the only person in this world who can make me smile is Lee Sungmin and that’s the reason I absolutely love him [not necessarily because he’s cute]

17. My first reaction to Korean Pop: “GAY!!!”

18. My second, third, fourth, fifth and so on reactions to Korean Pop: “REPLAY!!!”

19. 3 months I thought Super Junior was a 3-memebered-girl-group... dunno wae

20. I never buy [cut] flowers to people because I don’t like them to droop

21. I am quite die-hard because I tend to make memories with a lot of material stuff in my life

22. I have been having the same backpack for 9 years already

23. I have been having the same pen for 10 years already

24. I don’t like long hair because it’s hard to style it even if short hair is not the right choice for my type of face

25. I hate racist people... towards everyone, especially gypsies and Asian people XD

26. I am quite racist myself

27. Whenever I felt down I would listen to happy songs

28. One of the reasons why I listen to SJ is because 70% of their songs are HAPPY, 25% are SEXY 4% are damn DEPRESSING and 1% have a lot of SUNGMIN inside

29. I would rather marry on ‘Marry U’ than on ‘Wedding March’ [I dooo....]

30. I like tuna and tuna pizza and tuna stuff and everything that involves tuna [Donghae counts]

31. I want to marry a rich person after I get rich myself

32. I would rather be a cameragirl in a show than a BUSY business-woman

33. I have self-confidence in my physical appearance whenever I look in the mirror [yea’, even naked] because I believe every girl is utterly beautiful in its own way

34. I usually overcook stuff

35. I want to teach English in South Korea because I’ll be better paid than an Europarliamentary

36. South Korean mentality turned me into a kinder person

37. I know how to sing the chorus in ‘River flows in you’ by Yiruma [at PIANO]

38. I hate cosplay. I never did it because I believe it’s ridiculous

39. I want to buy a phone that is waterproof

40. I believe that my form teacher is a very interesting person but sometimes he speaks too much and bores me

41. My history teacher is very funny even if he doesn’t want to and gets pissed easily for no reason

42. Maknae (which is my dongsaeng) scares me because she reminds me of a Kyuhyun+Heechul symbiosis

43. The first person I would run to whenever maknae scares me would be Sungmin but when he’s not there [he has promotions in Taiwan XD] I would stick to my unnie subtly... suuubtly

44. I have never been to Pizza Hut because I hate 3-inches-thick-pizzas

45. Sunbae IS an awkward person

46. The most precious teacher in my school life is the Geography teacher because she always believes in me no matter what happens

47. I like coloured socks

48. I eat whenever I see something that I like but not because I’m hungry and this might be the reason why I gained a lot of weight lately

49. I used to wait for Santa to come all night long and that were the only nights in which I had NOT sleept at all

50. I hate it when my father thinks that I want something that I don’t and forces me ‘with kindness’ to have him buy it for me

51. My father thinks about all sorts of stuff so, by my calculations, if I stay out around 8 hours without calling he would make around 40 scenarios about what happened to me

52. My mother doesn’t care because she has dad to worry

53. I usually smile a lot and seem carefree but I am a very thoughtful person inside and I would sometimes feel sad for no reason at all

54. Whenever I hear bad things about SJ I feel very emotional and tend to cry a lot

55. I cried for 3 hours straight when Sungmin stated that he feels mediocre in SJ at a time he wasn’t my bias yet

56. My mother is STRONGLY against me learning Korean but she always brags about it when we have guests at home

57. My father doesn’t care because he has mom to bother me about it

58. I have onicofagia (or whatever the name is)

59. I love sour stuff and my second obsessetion after SJ is Vitamin C and grapes

60. My favorite movie is “Jumunjin” because it’s the only movie that made me cry all night long

61. I would never cry in front of other people

62. ‘Highschool debut’ is my favorite manga because it’s utterly hilarious

63. One of my best friends is my laptop [not joking]

64. I am not a completely straight person because I like to admire beautiful girls

65. I don’t consider gay people as being gross

66. Also, I have no problem if two dudes kiss in front of me as someone said once in the Romanian class

67. I have an imagination safety wall. If someone tells me to imagine or think about something I can chose not to do it without big efforts

68. Since 4th grade I’ve considered being a Radio Host because I have stage fright and no one can see me in a Radio studio

69. I used to listen to ‘manele’ and I still do it at a party or if it’s a good song and doesn’t involve ‘bani, valoare, dusmani’ and so on

70. Dubstep gives me head aches more than ‘manele’

71. I wear a pair of shoes until I destroy it and I get foot injuries whenever I change my style of shoes [trekker -> slippers -> boots etc..]

72. I’m quite a manipulative unnie when it comes to be around weak people

73. Before Sungmin’s addition to SJM my bias was Henry because he’s Canadian [nationality]

74. It took me two weeks of intense SJ-ment before learning their NAMES and four months to learn their b’days and other stuff... I still have to learn though

75. I usually haunt SJ’s twitters 10-15 times a day

76. I love tight pants because I consider I have pretty legs for my weight category

77. I thank God everyday because I have a clean face without all sorts of bacteria and craters... etc..

78. I use to eat strawberries at 3 o’clock in the morning when I’m having my periods even if it’s the middle of the winter and I use all my allowance for 200g of strawberries. I just have the urge to eat it knowing that I’m allergic and hysteric one week per month.

79. After listening to SJ I learnt to be nicer to my parents and help them whenever they need to. Also, my room got cleaner, I pray to God every night and I wash my teeth 3-4 times a day. My personality is way much more brighter than my ‘Abingdon Boys’ fandom days

80. I wish I deserved to be born in the ‘Right Place’

81. When I am at home I wear baggy clothes and I have a messy hair because fall asleep whenever I feel like

82. I hate cold winters and hot summers. Spring is my favorite season of all because my birthday is on 20th of April.

83. As an Aries I am very judgmental but I lack interest in friends’ problems a lot. I do things whenever I want and I feel like it and when that time comes I do a 100% perfect job

84. I used to be docile and especially quiet in the Music class because I didn’t like disturbing any kind of music even if I liked it or not

85. I didn’t liked my Religion teacher in 1-4 classes because she was mean

86. I don’t trust church and priests because I’m 100% sure they lie. I only trust God, Jesus and Virgin Mary. Also, I strongly believe that the bible is predominantly written by priests and I don’t want to read it

87. I like joyful people and I usually fall really easily for happy boys that smile 90% time of their life and the rest of 10% are joy tears

88. I don’t understand the usage of post-it notes. For me, it’s useless.

89. After SJ I like Trax’s Jungmo, BoA, Shinee’s Onew, JGS and Go Ara

90. I am a big liar. Now I lied XD

91. I hate reading books A LOT

92. I don’t like beer and, as for post-it notes, I don’t find any reason for it’s existence

93. I get drunk very fast and I am a BITCH whenever I do so because I’m rude and I mess up everything that comes in my way not only literally

94. I used to have three boyfriends at the same time in my 6th grade summer break: a long-long-FUCKIN’-long-distance bf, a useless bf and a bf that budged me a lot

95. I don’t consider pink as a girlish color because girls never claimed it officially and most of the boys don’t like blue

96. I am not a patriot and I like to brag about it

97. I am a ‘red devil’

98. I don’t like being considered a ‘sweet-16’ even if I like sweet things because I am not sweet at all but a little bit straight-forward and lazy

99. I think that, mentally, I am older... around 18 years old

100. I think that this country slows me down so I can’t wait to finish high school and just run away in panties all over the world [imagine this XD]

101. Now that I am 16 I see myself in South Korea after 5 years drooling all over KTR glass window and YES I do believe that KTR will still exist after 5-7-10-100 years


sorry if i have typos but i'm too lazy to reread everything again XD